Sta.sh
Innocence
it's so fragile, a rare feeling
that sooner or later will fade into the eternal blackness
The blackness, darkness
swallows it whole
and your mind becomes clear for a moment
On that short moment
all your thoughts turn into some other direction than they originally were
It's a moment when you feel lost
you feel like you're dying inside
A blackout
The darkness moves out and it all becomes clear
you start to think realistically
and you hate to know all these facts
that swim trough your brain everyday
every hour
minute
and even every second
No matter what you do, you always have the thought at the back of your head
The thought of life, and reality.
Sooner or later
People will fade from your life
sooner or later
they will all die
sooner or later
the same fate is coming for you
Sooner or later
everyone will forget your existence
and sooner or later
you will forget yourself too
as the old age comes with it's bad side
You can't go to bathroom alone
you can't control your body's natural ways
People have to help you to clean yourself
and you feel embarrassed
and sooner or later, you might forget who they are
you recall the names, but can't connect them to the persons visiting you
You lose the ability to speak properly
and see things you used to see
And people will stop visiting you, maybe just for a moment
but it's enough time for you to lose yourself
You will die eventually
and if you're aware of this fact
everyday seems like a struggle
because you know what will happen in the end
that everything you have done might become meaningless
as you leave this world behind.
It's the ugly truth of the reality.
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Going to post more of this on next week perhaps
It was a bit struggle to put words right since the English isn't my native language xD But I'm glad to hear that the message was still clear